Long night…
Last night as I was stopping by the grocery store after going to a late mass, I saw the creepy guy from one of my last nights at work again. He was at my grocery store! This is really scaring me. I don’t know if he recognized me, since I was dressed for mass, not for work.
I don’t even know what’s going on I’ve been up all night with my pistol next to me, worried about what might happen next… I can’t bear the thought of being taken again, I just can’t. I feel like I’m losing my mind here.
I’m rocking myself, holding my rosary and praying for my safety as the night goes on. This guy just really trips all the wrong triggers with me. He was scary and creepy, and then he showed up in my neighborhood, just a few blocks from where I live. Where I live!
I can’t do this… I can’t live where I’m afraid that I’m being stalked constantly. I need to get out of this town. I need to get out of this life and into the new one that’s waiting for me. I can’t live on hold anymore.
I looked at my lease and it would cost me two thousand dollars to get out of my lease here and then about two thousand more to find a short-term place to rent near the Institute where I start school in January. I’m worried I’ll be taken and hurt again unless I make a break from my life here. If you can help me out with this, please, please help me. I need out of here.
Tags: catholic, creepy guy, Jesus, protection, rape, salvation, stalker
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October 29th, 2009 at 6:21 am
i’d say come visit, but i’m in Canada. might be a bit too far away…? =)
God is bigger than the enemy. hold on to that. and don’t forget to read your Bible. it helps with fear and with getting to know God more. He gave you a spirit of love, power, and of a sound mind. if you feel like you’re losing it, it’s the enemy messing with you!!! it’s important that you remember that! feelings of losing your mind are NOT ever from God. you must take your eyes off your circumstances and keep them on Jesus. all the time. no matter what. and THEN you do what God tell you to do, not what your crazed mind/feelings tell you to do.
He gives his children rest. READ YOUR BIBLE!!! it helps with bringing you thought under the control of Holy Spirit.
been praying for your safety from the moment you started following me.
October 30th, 2009 at 2:15 am
There are some things you can do legally, that are easy, and not too expensive:
1. Depending on what state you are in, you can get a TRO or temporary restraining order. You need to know his name etc…. and sometimes this makes it “worse” but it does help with #2…
2. With a TRO or PRO (permanent/lon term) you can then POSSIBLY get out of your lease … sometimes rental companies with honor these as extenuating circumstances…
3. You could sublet your place for the duration of your contract at at lower price, and it may be worth it… (ie…. you have 8 months left at $1000 a month. You sub let at 800 and thats $1600, but over the length of 8 months, instead of 2000 now)
None of these are perfect solutions… but I think the trick is to PRAY about it, and let the idea come to you. God will answer it… i know the feeling ive had lots of CRAZY situations in my life where I NEEDED answers and God didnt seem to answer fast enough… but he answers IN TIME.
Rosary… pray it, even if it is one decade at a time. I sleep with mine. In my hand under my pillow, it gives me COMFORT. I also cary mine at ALL Times in my pocket.
St. Michael… get a statute… pray the St. Michael prayer… he will pray for us and defend us in battle and against evil.
Our Father… HIS WILL BE DONE.